Same old ****.    Yes I know I just can't get off the dime.    It's allright I guess. I always think it is going to get better I almost always think I see the light at the end of the tunnel. I was born with a sense of optimism (that just always seems to top my sense of pessimism). I just was allowing myself to wonder just yesterday what if the movie completely falls apart. Anyways grim vision brought on by an absolutely horrible youtube video. Yes real life..     But you gotta get back up there you are a pitcher you have the ball, do you start crying on the mound? No. Games not over till you are off the mound, the whole Team might pull it out who knows you might get a couple of pitches to land your way. You don't know. Keep on.   Here were a few times I tried to write in the last few weeks.     5 22 '07     5 29 '07     6   1 '07     Someone tell me if I said something horrible or if it is beneath human understanding. I can't remember and I don't know why I never have enough time for anything. This human can barely chew bubblegum and walk at the same time... no I am not blonde..    I think there are some wild moments in this video. Sandy has been a friend of mine since...  way back.      Guy W. Meyer, Jr.                   June 5, 2007         San Anselmo, California               guy@lifesignsphoto.com