Tylenol tonight cab driving it's now 3:30 AM....home go to sleep.  'Get Rich Get Rich!' Write your memoirs use me said the fool in the front seat next to me. Sure buddy 'Get Rich' I could get rich by doing a million things in this life buddy every time I sit down and think I come up with some new scheme some brilliant new idea.. How come you can't make it work with what you started Guy?   Go to sleep Guy.    'Quantam Physics' he says 'do you know what I mean?' No I don't know...   You know quantam physics he says parallel universes...   No I don't know I tell him...   I don't like doing drug runs into the Richmond Ghetto after midnight. I was having a terrible night. I got a cold coming on and a world of Middle-Aged angst, confusion and depression. He handed me the 100 dollar bill before he even told me but I knew... next time I'll make sure the dispatchers know. No round trip to Richmond calls for #9.   The worst was over the engine running on some dark street that part was quick as I imagined a cop pulling up to me cabbie why are you here? Complicit. But he got what he wanted we were on our way back. ...   I am not much into physics fascinated by it all but low comprehension levels...   Parallel Universes he says.. Like what would have happened had I not found my brother and my girfriend naked and after I wailed on my brother and ended up 4 days in the county jail and that place is sick it's like a communist prison... 'yeah yeah yeah...! Iknow all that but listen intently to all stories coming out of the Marin Sheriff's department jail maybe it's not so bad, only a very few people don't make it out alive from custody.. I don't ever want to go there though. A lot of people who come out of the Marin County Jail decide to leave this County, I guess that's their point.   Parallel Universe, where he never came home at that time and found that out... I don't buy this concept. I don't believe it. There are not a billion parallel universes running around every time every one of us 6 Billion humans turns left instead of right...   How about reality? I say.     'Quantum Physics don't you get it he says.. it's like ripples in a pond. You throw a pebble in and it makes ripples. Who knows where they go or ....'    So look I am thinking. What if rather than being subject to making bad decisions when our emotions grab us and send us on some bad trip.... What about the possibility of throwing one of those pebbles deliberately? It was my imagination just my imagination, I stopped paying attention to him I started daydreaming about throwing one of those pebbles in the direction....Your highest Dream. Guy. When are you going to throw the pebble? Why doubt yourself? Infinite Universes if that were true then you would be a fool not to want to go to the Best. Why settle for a crap Life? If it were as simple as making Universes like blowing bubbles then If I wanted a Heavenly Love in my Life then for God's Sake Guy go get it! It's there.  If I wanted a world where people behaved and lived like they knew God's Love was the Rule then.... then what Guy....?  Hush up and Live it ...  if you can if you dare.      Guy Meyer, Jr.                   November  17, 2006         San Anselmo, California               guy@lifesignsphoto.com