Shape up... or ship out.  I am not drunk this morning nor stoned or anything. I can barely think. I woke up too early and can't get back too sleep. 'Hung over' from a sober night of cab-driving.   Thank you the reader who reminds me that Sacred is very similar to the word Scared.   I appreciate all feed-back it seems ridiculous that this web-site is not set up like a regular blog where free interaction is the rule and generally makes things far more interesting than one person's continual soliloquies. I think I would go ahead and set this site up with the movable type and let my readers slap me around more often except right now it is just one more thing too do that I have no idea how to accomplish and right now it is not even on the top 10 of desired accomplishments.   Now that I have finally moved my self to the keyboard what I thought I might say has disappeared so I guess I will just continue as I always seem to do... just barge ahead. Someone used that expression to me a couple of days ago I like it.. Barge ahead.   The visualization helps. Straining engines, big old thing 2 miles an hour, not pretty, gets there. Let's hope I get there.     Or not... you see words have the habit of giving meaning to things, and sometimes as you say these words you have not grasped beforehand the implications or meanings that initially emerged. Will you get there Guy?    That implies that you have a goal of getting somewhere Guy and perhaps I do. However isn't your discontent and unhappiness continually based on this sense that you are not in a good place and that somehow you and the world must strive to 'Get There.'   What if you did not have to get anywhere Guy? What if all your desires for more success, love, more Peaceful World, justice, Money, Sex ... you know More just a little MOre Please Lord just a little bit More! Maybe all that is just a bunch of crap and if you had any sense worth a Horses Ass, you Horses Ass...! then if you had any real respect for the Sacred as my friend kindly was trying to inform me. Any common sense as well as spiritual intelligence you would just Hush Up and thank the Lord for exactly what you have right now the Gift of Life. Period. I'm OK You're OK I'm going to take a hot shower and see if I can catch a few more winks before I get out and face the world again. Maybe give this old world a break, tired old world you are a sweet old thing. You'll have to do and you do it so well.       Guy Meyer, Jr.                   March 20, 2006         San Anselmo, California               guy@lifesignsphoto.com